So, I'm terrible at auditions. / by Simmon Li

Story of my life. I hate auditions. I'm terrible at them. I lock up, I stop counting (which is extremely bad) and well, I end up coming off as an idiot that can't do shit. Most of the time. I mean, I can sing just fine. I think I sound pretty damn good too, but I can't do auditions. I did an audition on Thursday, and it went abysmally. Terrible. I wanted to kill myself. Instead, I drank my troubles away. Drank, drank all my troubles away. (yay slap chop remix). Kidding, I only had a glass of wine and good company. Anyway, fast forward to today, and guess what? I'm in MacMillian Singers. What the hell? I mean, I'm kind of on the fence about this. I'm stoked to be in such an ensemble, but at the same time, I'm kind of afraid of it. I don't know what it's like singing in a choir like that. I think what I will do is go in, and check it out. I don't think they'll mind if I end up switching into Master Chorale, but something inside of me says that I should grab life by the horns and just do MacMillian this year. I don't know, I think it'd be fun, but on another level, I'm kind of scared. Just a tiny bit. I mean, it's just a little crazy to me, that's all. I'm actually kind of stoked. Okay I'm a lot stoked. But it's MacMillian. *headexplosion*